The Thoughts.

The spirit you give me realize me that i'm not alone to face the challenge ! You're always beside me . Giving me the strength and motivation . Thank you . Coz it really help me to stay strong for this war !

Malu aku pada kam u Rasa malu sangat bila terkenangkan dosa-dosa besar yang aku lakukan . Malunya kerana dosa yang aku lakukan sering aku ulangi . Ya, aku akui ada kekesalan dalam melakukan dosa itu . Aku memohon ampun pada Illahi, tapi kenapa aku terus ulang dan ulang dosa tu ? Seolah-olah aku tak bersungguh-sungguh mengharapkan keampunannya . Na'uzubillah . Mohon padamu Ya Allah . Bantu aku menentang dosa ini berulang kembali . Aku taknak diazab baru nak sedar . Dosa apa ? takpelah . Cukuplah aku saja yang tau . Aku harap mereka di luar sana hitung-hitunglah setakat mana amalan yang kita dah kumpul . Ya, memang tak dinafikan ramai yang akan menjawab aku solat, tutup aurat, puasa dan bermacam-macam lagi . Tapi adakah cukup menampung dosa-dosa kita yang besar nak banding pahala amalan kita yang mungkin tak banyak mana pun kerana riak atau mengungkit-ngungkit . oklah , kalau nak diberi nisbah . Contohnya pahala solat jemaah 27000 . Alhamdulillah dapat ditambah d

please do respect others ! I knew that I'm not good in pingpong . But that doesn't  mean you can under estimate and insult me . I am a human and I do have feelings . I'm hurt when you said " main macam tak nak main je. "  "duduk diam je buat apa?" "ei , menyampah main dengan *** Y***." What will you feel when you were excited to join the game and somebody said like that . and the worst is when they warn me to play seriously before the game start . Treat me like I'm the worst pingpong player. Sorry for making you uncomfortable playing with me but.... I love to play with you .

okla kot. Peace be upon you my dear :) Last night I only stay up until 3:15 am . Can't stand anymore but a lot of notes have I made . I'm proud of myself! I have to sacrifice for my own benefits. I thought 3:15 am is a good for me even I didn't reached the target .(okla tu) .Tonight my mission will continue! ehehe . p/s:hangouthangouthangout with ce'aliah today

wasting the time  Today is 10th December 2010 . Time flew so fast. As I didn't realize I have waste it with "begholoh" , surfing the internet (busy editing my dearest blog) ,and watching television when i found out surfing the internet makes me tired and boring . I soon realized that I've not yet finished up my biology's folio, I got to make it two! , my "SEJARAH F5" notes and "BIOLOGY F5" notes. Keep up thinking on my homeWORKS really stressed me up . I always had a negative thinking . I always thought " Tak sempatnye nak siap ni.. " . At last, I've done nothing ! Ummi always remembering me to finish up my h/w so i would not regret soon or later. Ummi : Buatlah nota-nota tu dari sekarang . Jangan dah buka sekolah nanti cakap 'kalaulah cuti hari tu buat nota..' bla..bla.. yeah! that's why I love her. She's the one who never stopped advising , praying and motivating me . Thanks a lot Ummi . Ok! To

sorry , sorry and sorry . I hurt you this night . And I knew that it is not easy to cure the bleeding wound in your heart . I'm really sorry for my rudeness. Yes , I knew it was my fault. Actually , I was so surprised when you didn't ignore me that i had to sleep alone. It just a small matter that made it a serious things. I felt like you didn't wanna apologise me after forgot to charge your cell phone. To me your words mean like you didn't care how can I sleep in my room. Your ignorance made me hurt. Your my Ummi , of course I will hurt when you ignore me. but soon . I realised . When I wanna start to sleep in my own room ? Shamed on me ! and it was my mistakes to left your cell phone without battery and I should accept your ignorance, as I also will getting "hot" when found an irresponsible person , right ? Redhallah is depends on parents' redha. Please do redha n apologise my rudeness. YES, I admit my mistakes , and . . "Fatihah , NO mor